Ive been so busy lately, everything seemed to pass by me like a train moving at its maximum speed. Been too busy juggling between work, dance and social life to the extend that i dont even have time for myself, needless to say spending time bonding with my family, nor him. Today is the 3rd time i had dinner at home since the holidays started. Somehow i wished there were 50 hours in a day instead.

I wonder why ive been so busy when its the holidays and i should be enjoying and ought to be feeling bored stucked at home, like how i always feel during the past holidays. Its really not the case this time round. Whats happening?!

As far as i could remember, early last week i met Rene, Teddy, Siwei and Bird for a round of mahjong at Rene's place before meeting Spermy together with the others for supper at Chomp Chomp. Heard of it countless time but it was the only time i went there. Was starving that i ate so much.

On Thursday, if im not wrong, Shalyn, Kevin, Kenny and David crashed my place for a mini party since my parent were overseas. Supposed to have a DVD marathon but its either there's something wrong with my DVD player, or there's something wrong with Kenny's DVD. Played poker cards till 6am and went for prata breakfast. First time sitting in David's car, like finally! weeee.

On Sunday, crashed Grace's house for a slumber party. Supposed to be a stayover with the barbies but only Anisah, Samantha and Rachel could make it. All of them had to go home so i didnt stay over in the end either. I went to Shalyn's house to sleep though. Watched Vcd while pigging on pizza. gossiped and bitch about, updating each other's life, scarying ourselves with spooky incidents, laughing our heads off with Rachel's story and expressions. All these were done over a span of 5 hours at Grace's place. I love it and i hope for more to come. =)

Yesterday, celebrated Denise's and Bird's birthday at Fish n Co glasshouse. 18 people were present (if im not wrong).

Caught The Great Raid with them after that. 2.5 stars outta 5. Supposed to meet Celine at Plaza Singapura first but i alighted at Parkmall and it was raining cats and dogs. I was drenched from head to toe just by alighting and seeking shelter at the bus stop. So i dashed to the shopping mall and tried to make my way to Funkies to meet Edwin, Sperm, Marcel and Rene. A kind lady sheltered me all the way there and i thought that was a really sweet move. I was so shocked when she offered. To think that Singapore has such nice soul around. How touched.

Tomorrow, there will be a photoshoot for the school's magazine, followed by performance for Engineering week before reporting for work at 6pm. Im gonna be so worn out. I hate taking pictures these days because of my dark eye rings and haggard look. How much i hate to even look into the mirror now. Ive put on weight and i can see/feel it. I feel disgusting due to the extra pounds of flesh/fats on my arms, tummy and needless to say big carrot legs.

Very very naggy i know, just let me whine. My only source and space for myself. Things havent been going on too smoothly for me and im totally disappointed in someone. I am utterly crestfallen. My heartache is as strong as my backache. I cant take the amount of stress that had been piled up since the holidays started. I wish there's someone to share my burden with, someone to shoulder my responsiblities, someone who will catch me when i fall. But the truth sucks, that someone, has been piling more stress on me. And i can take it no more.